Reminder

For the person who loves me dearly :)

24 hours, 1440 minutes and 86400 seconds, all in a day...

Human, all have equal time but all uses it differently. As a day passed and a new day begin, it reflects us on what we've done yesterday and we plan what are we gonna do in the future. As i grew up, I always remind myself that good things doesn't come in all the time, you don't just wait for it, instead, you gain it. Just like trust, it doesn't build in a day, it takes time to earn it. I remind myself everyday that I'm lucky and grateful for still breathing when others want to but have no chance. Sometimes I complain about my life and how it being a bitch at times, but to think of it again, life is never a straight road and a smooth journey, it's rocky and that's what makes life interesting rather than dull. I remind myself that I should appreciate people more because it is not a MUST for people to treat me nicely. I once take people for granted and think that I deserve the good treatment but I don't realize how grumpy I am sometimes and yet they bear with me. I remind myself that love and relationship doesn't fall from the sky, yes, I believe in fate but if there is fate yet you just let it slip away, it will never gonna work anyway. Just like me and hubby, if you readers read my post, you will know this love doesn't come easy, we let chances slipped before but we managed to catch it back. I remind myself that parents are never here forever because eventually they will leave, it's a nature. As much as I hate to think of this, yet, it is so true. And all we can do is to cherish them for as long as they live. I remind myself that trust is not meant to be misused. Simply because a person trust you completely, it doesn't mean you're given a green light to cheat and betray. I remind myself that I should live everyday to the fullest because I might just fall and die the next and never open my eyes to see the world again and how I would regret when I'm unable to tell the people who matters how important they are to me. I live to love, laugh, and cry and I thank those who loves me for who I am. 

Because of you

I love you for making me a better person
I love you for being here all the times
I love you for accepting me, good and bad
I love you for bearing my tempers and madness
I love you for kissing me passionately
I love you for hugging me so tight so I wont fear
I love you for staring at me deeply
I love you for communicating endlessly
I love you for making me laugh like I'm lived to laugh
I love you for caring me more than you care for yourself
I love you for allowing me to take care of you
I love you for talking about future together with me and how we plan to live 
I love you for holding my hands tightly and never want to let go
I love you for constantly telling me how you feel
I love you for the commitment you give in this relationship
I love you for loving people who are important to me
I love you for advising me from time to time
I love you for pampering me just like how i want it to be
I love you for understanding me so well
I love you for noticing how I feel even without me saying a word
I love you for making yourself completely mine
I love you for carrying me around your room
I love you for just lying down with me and talks about our relationship
I love how you always try to solve issues and not avoid
I love you for treating all your friend so nice and being concern over them
I love you for being silly with me
I love you for laughing when I laugh, and smile when I smile
I love you for being so considerate
I love you for telling me what is right and wrong
I love you for letting me accompany you when you do your work
I love you for loving me when I'm annoying
I love you for letting me be myself when I'm with you
I love you for still loving me even when I'm bare faced and yet still say that I look beautiful
I love you for telling mummy in law about us
I love you for making us involved in each others life 
There's more reason why I love you but what matters the most is...
I love you for making me yours one and only
And to me, you're the one and only too ♥

Sometimes I'm fragile too but I learn to be stronger

Picture at work - yesterday

At work, sorting out databases now and decided to blog for awhile :)


Well well, life, my life? Pretty tiring, travel to and fro on weekdays to work, have to wake up early by 3 hours to drive and to get parking space or I'll end up paying RM25 per day, then have to travel for 2 hours back home. Sigh. Apart from this, work is fun :D People here are extremely nice, and I learn a lot from all of them. Even the CEO from London are nice too. 


Back to my personal feelings. Something happened last night, and it triggers my emotions but everything is back to normal now. I dunno why but I think I'm too emotional sometimes and this is not good. I cried and he's hurt when he see me cries. 

Thanks hubby for being so understanding. It's not your fault at all, but true enough, it's our problem and we solved it together :) Whatever I said to you last night and all this while, I mean it. You're my family and I hope things will never change between us. Truly appreciate you in life.   

Have a nice day ahead readers, off to work again, ciaoz*

Lovely Tuesday with loved ones

I'm happy when you're with me

As I will start my internship tomorrow, so hubby and I decided to shop for my formal wear at Midvalley today and mummy went along with us too :) Hubby's first shopping trip with mummy in law. Hehehe. We arrived there about 1pm and off for lunch then sent mummy to Gardens before we both proceeded to Midvalley and hunt for clothes. Me being a shopaholic grabbed few clothes to try and I loved every each of them but as my priority is to look for formal wear, therefore, I gave up on other not so formal wear :( Hubby being so patience waited for me outside the fitting room while I tried on clothes. After looking around few shops, its hubby's turn to buy clothes now. He's not starting his internship like I do tomorrow but he's just being a shopaholic with me. Only the second shop and we both spend about 1k already *faint* Money gone :( Then we moved to my third shop and I spotted a dress and I tried, hubby said it's nice so he bought it for me, thanks hubby, I'm a happy girl :D Few hours later and we meet up with mummy and drove to Sunway to buy another pair of formal wear and had our dinner then we headed home. Hubby actually drove my car the whole day and I know he's tired but still accompany me, I'm touched, thanks for everything you do and for spending time with me and mummy as well. My mummy loves you, your mummy in law loves you, and I love you the most! First day tomorrow and I'll have to wake up super early, hopefully things will be alright, nights and sweet dreams readers.

Interview

Holla from home! :)

stressful face before interview :(

Hubby :) *knock his head, keeps avoiding when i took his picture*

Me and kitty

Awww  ♥ 

ME!

As promised, will update about my interview result on this post. Went to Bangsar for interview with an international company today, accompanied by hubby who woke up early in the morning to go with me and not knowing the way, we managed to arrive earlier than expected without losing our way. Interview at 2pm and hubby waited for me while playing with his macbook. Long story short, I got the placement for my internship! :D They offer RM800 per month but parking is another issue. Season pass is not available yet because the company just shifted there, and according to my senior manager, if I were to park at the basement as visitor, the fees is RM25 per day, unless I park outside the building which means I have to arrive at 8am for a spot. OHMYGOD. Jams + parking issue frustrates me. Basically, this company is a company that manage speakers and impressively, we have clients like Dr. Mahathir, David Beckham and Tony Fernandez and more to list out. As this company is not any regular company that interns will go to, therefore, there is a lot to learn from here and I'm so looking forward. Work starts on Wednesday, a 9am-6pm job which is not a problem at all. After interview, we went back to Sunway and chilled and I camwhored using OUR macbook. Yes, mine is his, his is mine. Anyway, just wanna thanks my hubby who accompanied me today and he actually did something that is sooooo adorable that I decide not to mention here. Hehehe. Till the next post...

A new path in life

Hello readers, jolly jolly Sunday :)


Had a great Saturday night with hubby and friends, and today Sunday, me and hubby plan to watch PRIEST later at no-idea-where-yet because he's busy looking at the map to send me for interview tomorrow at Bangsar. Speaking of interview, I will be going to interview as it is a part of my internship for Semestar 5. Not sure if I can go through it but most probably yes and I hope it is a yes. The company is an international company and they are generous enough to offer RM800 per month for an intern, which normally companies don't offer any salary and even if they do, it is about RM200 or RM400 max :) So I hope I get my placement there. Till then, will update bout my interview result on my next post, bye readers!

Mummy, the greatest woman in life

Me with my superwoman ♥

Since young, she has always been there to look after me, to pamper me and love me. Although we never show affection towards each other by saying "I LOVE YOUs" or even pecks on the cheeks, and in fact, we often argue, sometimes the argument prolongs and we wouldn't talk to each other for a month or so, but I know deep inside, she loves me, and I loves her too. I'm feeling very emotional typing this post, with tears in my eyes, but I truly wanna express how I feel.

This woman, she is 50 years old now, she gave up her work because she wants to look after me. This was when I was in primary school. Since then, she stays at home with no complains at all. I may be loud to her sometimes, she shouted at me too and we both said things that we don't mean it, but we adore each other. During worse time, we might not speak to each other for a month, we might just show our bitchy face, we would argue and then I cried silently. During good times, we jokes around and make fun of each other, we go out and we hold hands together just like sisters. What she has sacrificed is beyond words can explain.

She is my best friend, we were never physically close, but I tell her every single thing in my life. She taught me how to behave like a girl, she explains what is good and bad, she supports me in almost everything that I do, and most importantly, she showed me that although she is only a housewife and an ordinary woman, she is strong, no matter what happen in life, she faces everything and never shed a single tears in front of me and my brothers before. I admire her. I often question myself : How is it possible to stand so strong when everything else around fails? How this woman that i address as MUMMY manage to do that? How is it even possible when she is at her worst moment and she comforts me when she is the one having the worst feelings?

Mummy, I just wanna let you know that your daughter loves you. Yes, she might breaks your heart many times with mean words, but you're a huge part in her life. I can't afford to lose you, never. No matter what, I'm here for you, I'm here to listen and advise, I'm here to support you and I appreciate everything that you do for me. 

More like a Saturday boredom

Its 11.16p.m and I'm at home blogging, feeling emotionally unstable due to the visit of period :( I always hate this time of month because it gives me mood swing. What's on my mind now is my hubby, it has always been him, I miss him badly and he's out with his bunch, he did ask me to join but I just want him to enjoy his friends company. Such an understanding wifey right? *proud face* :) Nah, just joking. He deserves a night out as a reward for his full concentration in class today, and yes, he concentrates hard enough partly because the lecturer is HOT *drools* I wonder how she looks like because hubby seldom praise someone. Having migraine and mood swing at the same time is a BIG no-no. I HATE THIS! 

I have a good news to share *drumrolls*

I gained weight, I think, because 30 plus days with hubby and he gained 6kg, but due to sports and workouts, his weight reduces, but I think mine remains. Hubby's evil plan is to make me as fat as possible and he impressed me much because after 19 years of living with parents and no one, I repeat, no one can make me gain weight before, except for a kg or two and I really tries very hard to gain some weight but hubby in 30 plus days? Hmm, I wonder how he did that :) Impressive right? However, hubby is perfect to me, appearance wise and personality wise, he is just COMPLETELY PERFECT.

College life is dull, the last day of final on Friday brings Sem 4 to the end and I'm having a short break for 10 days only, then it's time for internship :( Feeling very stressful and restless. All I wanna do now is to have a trip, anywhere but a trip with the one I love, here, all things that I'm facing is too much. I NEED A BREAK! I've been complaining about my college life a lot because it is really frustrating. Endless assignments, then finals , then internship, then Sem 6, then graduation, and the degree. Ohmeegee -.- I don't even have time to work as freelance anymore, no time at all. And when I do, I feel tired, then when I'm super busy and occupied, I have tons of jobs offer. There goes all my income. Doomed.

Basically I have no idea what am I crapping above, I have nothing to do. I'm bored. Stupid migraine. Now I wish hubby pass his books to me so I can at least do some summarization of main points for him, since he sucks at it and I'm a pro :) I can easily summarize 15 pages of information into 3 pages. Hehehe. Told ya all I'm a pro! *clap clap* Enough of crapping already, most of u probably didn't even end up reading till here, I bet almost all stops halfway or at the first few sentence or even the first paragraph. Forgive me, I know I've been posting about my hubby a lot, bear with me, but I'm just too happy to have him and I'm sure u guys are happy for me too, so, I will post MORE *evil laugh* :) I love all my readers but I love my hubby the most-est! That's all for now. XOXO  ♥