Pretending

If pretending is easy, tears wouldn't fall
If pretending is easy, struggle wouldn't exist
If pretending is easy, there's no stab right through the heart
If pretending is easy, the heart wouldn't ache so much
If pretending is easy, heart wouldn't cry when the face is smiling

Pretending, is never easy. But life goes on. How hard it drags me down, I'll have to stand up strong again and prove to myself that this hard time will be over soon. Nightmare is just a temporary thing. I'm glad ♥ hubby ♥ is here for me through the hard time. He is my sweetest reality during my worst nightmare.