Welcoming the new year...

I present u myself!

ONE day more and 2010 is officially ending! *claps*

Either 2010 has been good or bad to us, we should move on and look brighter ahead for new 2011. We might not know how 2011 will be treating us but at least a new beginning brings positive thoughts i suppose? Well, at least to me, yes :D

So, what's your new year resolution? Here are some of mine...

1. The first and most important resolution! I'm gonna love myself more! Yes, i've been loving myself all this while but i always put people's happiness ahead of mine (not that im trying to make myself seem kind) but seeing people smile makes me smile, but i keep all problems to myself  :(

2. Continue being independent! I'll stay as long as possible to not ask a cent from parents! Self-support modern girl! We don't have to rely on others!

3. Get rid of jealousy coz it really knocks me down! :( Well, a little bit is healthy, not too much, and i know my problem is it mountains up easily!

4. Make my parents happier and prouder of me!

5. Score well for studies, at least maintain my 3.5 and above CGPA :) Pls dun drop or I'll die! Okay, maybe not die, but "die".

6. Be a better friend for my friends :) I love u guys, although i did not say it.

7. Earn more money ofcourse, I need it for supporting myself!

8. Stuff, stuff, and more STUFF!

9. My second most important resolution! I need to get my health back to good condition! Seriously, sometimes I'm worry if i sleep at night and i can never wake up the next morning :( Sumore its wasting my money to pay doc a visit, not like its something to be excited about!

10. CLEAR skin! 

11. Not the last but one of the most important resolution of mine, I want the LOVE one to be happy, seriously, i do :) Baby, if you're reading this, bear this in mind or I'll shoot u! I swear to the lightbulb and fan! :)

I have more to list but it's impossible to list all down, so i end here! :) Happy 2011 dearies, i hope it will be a great year ahead for all of u!

With love,
Renee A

An embrace to remember

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.

Love needs no promises, for the special moment itself is an everlasting memories

Love needs no promises, for every captured moment is kept in the heart

Fairytale isn't realistic, but doesn't mean it doesn't exist, people say love isn't forever, but it lasts as long as two souls are in love...

10 things u might wanna know about me

10 things u might not know about me :)

1. I don't club, I've been there, but thats not my thing, so when most of the people club at night, I'm usually at home snuggle up on bed and read novel, yes i LOVE novels, and u might think I'm boring =.= People don't believe i don't club! 


2. Very emotional. When u see me laughing, it doesn't mean I'm really happy, sometimes yes, but not EVERYTIME, and people think im always happy, coz I laugh most of the time.


3. I do housechores everyday! *claps claps*


4. I never ask a single cent from parents since graduated from Form 5, except for college fees :) I pay for all my expenses including car installment, insurance and whatsoever *kinda proud*


5. I still fell off from bed, up till now, but will just continue my sleep *blushes* 


6. Never call me in middle of night, saying: Turn to your side and see who's there. I swear, to lightbulb and the fan, I'll seriously cry and blacklist you from my entire life. Someone did this to me and off he went, I ignored him till now.


7. Most of people i met says I'm super fair and even asked me what i applied or eat, but sorry, I didn't even apply sunblock *not good i know, leads to skin cancer* One tips is drink more milk, and no coffee. I dunno if coffee will makes any difference but nope, i dislike coffee, it makes me dizzy.


8. I'm SUPER talkative! If u dunno me, u may think I'm arrogant, but once u get to know me, I'll give u headache. Hehe.


9. I have nightmares every night, the same nightmares for the past 10 years, and the ending of the night mare is I died...


10. I DON'T SMOKE!

I'm back...with a new blog!

Me with minimal make up

Holla back to my previous reader! Im back for good now! I deleted my previous blog, for some reason, therefore, decided to come up with a new one! How's life been treating u guys? Good or bad? I just realised 2010 is coming to an end, its like a blink of eyes and BOOM, 2011 is coming soon! Honestly, I'm not feeling excited to welcome a new year yet, maybe because this whole year is memorable to me? But of course, I can't stop the time, so yeah, WELCOME TO 2011!

For this entire year, too many things happened, for my work, its a good start, i got many opportunities but I rejected many of it, feels like taking a break. As for my personal life, uhm, there's good and also bad, but life is imperfect I know, all I can do is look ahead and see what God planned for me. 


I'm sure for those who have my Facebook, I suppose u guys know that my health condition is degrading, and i vomited twice in this year, with blood in it. But don't worry much, Renee is pretty much still alive and consulted doctor. I'm not a healthy person, but when u see my pictures and think I'm skinny, and just in case if u think I'm on diet, I NEVER DIET IN MY ENTIRE LIFE & I'M STILL TRYING MY BEST TO GAIN WEIGHT! It's all genes, serious and i mean it. So, stop bugging me about this issue already :)

*Fast forward on my nagging crap*


December month, suppose to be a month with love, a month worth celebrating, there are so many events to welcome, but there are too many depressing news, all falls on this month. I don't have to say what it is, most of the people would know. All I want to say is appreciate your life, ending it does not brings up solution, you're only running away from reality and causes hurt to people around that cares for u.

Alrighty! Enough of this stupid boring post already! Drop me comments if u wan to, perhaps what my next blog entry u guys want to see?

P/S: Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!
                                                                                        

With love,

Renee A