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Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Monday, June 20, 2011
Past is a shadow, present is a gift, future is a blessing
Today I transferred pictures from camera to my lappie and then I view the pictures, of me and the love, one by one...Somehow I came across this very beautiful picture of us and I can't help but keep looking at it and smile :) And then I recalled on what you told me last night just before I went to sleep, and again I smile. I have to admit that you're in every part of my life, even the tiniest matter. I think I'm just out of words to say about how I feel about us, but it's definitely a good one, no doubt. I realized just how happy I became and how I would end my night perfectly perfect with wide smile spread on my face, every single night :) It's that one chance that we grabbed that turn us into what we are now, to make up on what we had lost before, on the chances that slipped away, on the fate that we never appreciate last time, but for what we are now, I don't regret, because if it wasn't for what we experienced in the past, we won't live the present and future together. I still think about our past, I know when this bothers me, it bothers you too, but the shadow will go away eventually, I see the shadow fades away, little by little, it takes time, but I'm willing to go through it, knowing I'm safe with you, knowing we are each other's, knowing that you love me and I'm your priority, knowing that this is the love between us both, knowing that we are not each other's first but the last. I will fulfill my promises, I'm learning, in every aspects, to make myself a better person, and I'm learning it from you. Thanks for being such an inspiration, because relationship isn't just about love, it's more than that.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
I'm officially married!
HAH! Gotcha! Look at my title, you think it's real don't you? :D That's why you clicked into this post. *evil laughs* Well, I'm not married YET, as in not in black and white, but we are married, someday, I'll be his official Mrs. Lim for sure, with marriage certificate, no doubt.
I'm lack of confidence sometimes, imperfection is what defines us, but somewhat, being a typical Virgo and perfectionist, I seek for perfection, especially when it comes to myself. Sometimes I lay back and wonder, "How can I ended up with a guy who fits me so perfectly, and the presence of him just turn around my life completely?" In a good way for sure.
Last night he looked at me in the eyes and said...
Hubby: You're my main motivator and it's all for our future together.
I couldn't help but just remain silence. Part of me is sad because he's feeling really stress, managing studies and earning money at the same time. I'm doing the same, and I know it is not easy. It is impossible to just rely on him to work on all this, so I told him, we both will work hard together for our future. And we already plan how to work on it. Ever since we were together, we meet everyday, we spend time together, sometimes with friends, sometimes just both of us. We're a weird couple, but I think special suits us more, I guess nobody will understand our relationship. He's a guy with egos, lots of it, and with no patience, but with me, I don;t know how he do it, he's just too passionate, and nope, forget the so called honeymoon period in a relationship, we are sweet not because of that, we are the way we are, we don't pretend to be sweet, it comes out naturally, it's part of us both for each other. We talked for hours inside the car, we drive around with no direction, but we enjoyed it, because to us, it's not about the places we go, it's about our quality time together. Every time when I walked down his car or when I sent him home, I felt so reluctant to leave, being with him makes me secure, he's protective, and he's not someone people can simply mess with, he can be very very scary if someone got on his nerve. I often recall the look in his eyes, the lips when he smiles, the way he laughs at me, the way he hold my hands so tight, the way he wrap his arms around my waist, the way he kiss me, the way he hugged me from behind when I'm asleep, the way he wiped my tears and sometimes it's tears of joy, the way he says I'm a small kid but yet he's being silly with me, the way he whispers he love me, the way he do everything for me. The other day we asked each other "What if I just die and leave and will you love again?", our silly assumptions, but the answer he gave, I didn't expect it, we both didn't answer "No, I'll never love again" because it's so fake, it's just not a realistic answer, but the answer from him made me cry and hugged him tightly and I can't stop crying and smiling at the same time :) I know how you feel when you got jealous last night, same feeling I feel that day, but you're all that matters, I wanna be perfect, just for u...
No words in the world can describe how much I love and appreciate you.
15 more days to our next monthsary, hubby ♥
I'm lack of confidence sometimes, imperfection is what defines us, but somewhat, being a typical Virgo and perfectionist, I seek for perfection, especially when it comes to myself. Sometimes I lay back and wonder, "How can I ended up with a guy who fits me so perfectly, and the presence of him just turn around my life completely?" In a good way for sure.
Last night he looked at me in the eyes and said...
Hubby: You're my main motivator and it's all for our future together.
I couldn't help but just remain silence. Part of me is sad because he's feeling really stress, managing studies and earning money at the same time. I'm doing the same, and I know it is not easy. It is impossible to just rely on him to work on all this, so I told him, we both will work hard together for our future. And we already plan how to work on it. Ever since we were together, we meet everyday, we spend time together, sometimes with friends, sometimes just both of us. We're a weird couple, but I think special suits us more, I guess nobody will understand our relationship. He's a guy with egos, lots of it, and with no patience, but with me, I don;t know how he do it, he's just too passionate, and nope, forget the so called honeymoon period in a relationship, we are sweet not because of that, we are the way we are, we don't pretend to be sweet, it comes out naturally, it's part of us both for each other. We talked for hours inside the car, we drive around with no direction, but we enjoyed it, because to us, it's not about the places we go, it's about our quality time together. Every time when I walked down his car or when I sent him home, I felt so reluctant to leave, being with him makes me secure, he's protective, and he's not someone people can simply mess with, he can be very very scary if someone got on his nerve. I often recall the look in his eyes, the lips when he smiles, the way he laughs at me, the way he hold my hands so tight, the way he wrap his arms around my waist, the way he kiss me, the way he hugged me from behind when I'm asleep, the way he wiped my tears and sometimes it's tears of joy, the way he says I'm a small kid but yet he's being silly with me, the way he whispers he love me, the way he do everything for me. The other day we asked each other "What if I just die and leave and will you love again?", our silly assumptions, but the answer he gave, I didn't expect it, we both didn't answer "No, I'll never love again" because it's so fake, it's just not a realistic answer, but the answer from him made me cry and hugged him tightly and I can't stop crying and smiling at the same time :) I know how you feel when you got jealous last night, same feeling I feel that day, but you're all that matters, I wanna be perfect, just for u...
No words in the world can describe how much I love and appreciate you.
15 more days to our next monthsary, hubby ♥
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Not just another love story
Dear hubby,
Yesterday night I dreamed a beautiful dream of US, it was so perfect, just like me and u. Everyday when I wake up, the first thing I do is to look into my inbox, to find your name there makes me feel so secure, because I'm afraid I might lose u one day. My inbox is filled with your messages since 26th February 2011 and now it is reaching 4k messages, but yours, u stored mine since the first day we texted using your this particular number, u keep each and every messages. We both do the same thing, we both re-read messages that was sent by each other, we both reminisce our progress of relationship, from stranger to now. Each time I look at u, I know it's real, we are together, we are holding hands, we are the couple people envy of, I never knew this is how much u will mean to me, I never knew that I would be so worry over u and cry, I never knew u were so important to me, I never knew I would be so in love with u, I never knew we would stay up late just to talk to each other even though we are tired, I never knew this is how much we would sacrifice for each other, I never knew our relationship is of so much laughters and tears of happiness, I never knew all this when we first got together...If this is not true love, I don't know what is. You're the first to do so much for me and the first that I'm willing to love without fear. What we had gone through in the past as friend, those conversation we had, those sorrow we shared, those stories we tell each other about our exes, I will always remember. But, I promise u, and I'm keeping this promise, I will never hurt u the way they did it, I will never make u feel regret for loving me so much, I will never let u go...Maybe there are some that will tell me you're not worth it, but that's for those who doesn't understands u. I accepts the whole of u, the good and bad, the perfection and flaws and I thank u for telling me everything, for sharing everything, for including me in your life not partially, but completely. I can proudly announce to the whole world that I have u, bii. Realising true love is not measured by age, but the heart. Love itself is not enough and sometimes, couple love each other a lot, but they just don't last, because they don't understand each other, or maybe they simply weren't meant for each other. No matter how hard they try, it doesn't work and the relationship ends. This is sad and this is the reason why I'm grateful for what we have, we understand without even trying, we accepts without forcing, we love without regretting. I don't need another Cinderella fairytale, I don't even need another Twilight story, because I wanna write a story of YOU & ME, ME & YOU, a story of US, our HAPPY ENDING :)
P/S: Can't believe i dropped tears while typing this :)
Yesterday night I dreamed a beautiful dream of US, it was so perfect, just like me and u. Everyday when I wake up, the first thing I do is to look into my inbox, to find your name there makes me feel so secure, because I'm afraid I might lose u one day. My inbox is filled with your messages since 26th February 2011 and now it is reaching 4k messages, but yours, u stored mine since the first day we texted using your this particular number, u keep each and every messages. We both do the same thing, we both re-read messages that was sent by each other, we both reminisce our progress of relationship, from stranger to now. Each time I look at u, I know it's real, we are together, we are holding hands, we are the couple people envy of, I never knew this is how much u will mean to me, I never knew that I would be so worry over u and cry, I never knew u were so important to me, I never knew I would be so in love with u, I never knew we would stay up late just to talk to each other even though we are tired, I never knew this is how much we would sacrifice for each other, I never knew our relationship is of so much laughters and tears of happiness, I never knew all this when we first got together...If this is not true love, I don't know what is. You're the first to do so much for me and the first that I'm willing to love without fear. What we had gone through in the past as friend, those conversation we had, those sorrow we shared, those stories we tell each other about our exes, I will always remember. But, I promise u, and I'm keeping this promise, I will never hurt u the way they did it, I will never make u feel regret for loving me so much, I will never let u go...Maybe there are some that will tell me you're not worth it, but that's for those who doesn't understands u. I accepts the whole of u, the good and bad, the perfection and flaws and I thank u for telling me everything, for sharing everything, for including me in your life not partially, but completely. I can proudly announce to the whole world that I have u, bii. Realising true love is not measured by age, but the heart. Love itself is not enough and sometimes, couple love each other a lot, but they just don't last, because they don't understand each other, or maybe they simply weren't meant for each other. No matter how hard they try, it doesn't work and the relationship ends. This is sad and this is the reason why I'm grateful for what we have, we understand without even trying, we accepts without forcing, we love without regretting. I don't need another Cinderella fairytale, I don't even need another Twilight story, because I wanna write a story of YOU & ME, ME & YOU, a story of US, our HAPPY ENDING :)
P/S: Can't believe i dropped tears while typing this :)
With all that I can give and heart full of love,
Wifey ♥
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Life, is not a U-turn
Life is not a U-turn and this is why I blog. I don't do it on a daily basis but I try to blog as often as possible and to remark every single thing, but some are meant to be in the heart.
Today is pretty good, normally I would sleep in the office for an hour or two before 9am because I reach at 7am, but not today, because I drank chicken essence. Anyway, yesterday, 1st of June 2011 is second monthsary for me and hubby, there's no any special celebration but I'm still a happy girl, because he's with me, always and everyday. We sort of had a small argument last night but it's just a super small matter, we settled it calmly and efficiently *ahem* :D Btw, happy 2 monthsary again hubby, I wished you through the phone, through sms, through Facebook, through face to face, and now through my blog. Anything that happened last night, no worries about it, we are learning to be better for each other, couple argue sometimes, that's why being in a relationship is fun, but being in a relationship with you is perfect, because you always make the impossible possibles and you always make me feel very lucky. People envy us :) Anyway, as usual, my daily routine, work, wake him up, text each other all day and off from work then I'll meet him every night. I love our simple yet lovely life. I posted a picture on Facebook just now and somehow, I came up with this as the caption (I didn't copy it from anywhere, merely my thoughts) which I'm totally in love with and I dedicate this to the love:
I don't want you in my life, I need you in my life
I don't like you, I love you
I don't stay in the past, I live for our future
I don't want us to just be together, I want us to learn from each other
I don't hope for just happy times but miserable ones too as long as we are together
I don't want us to stay as long as we can, I want us to be forever
We're lovers, but also best friends
Thanks for everything, hubby ♥
True enough, life is never a U-turn, u missed it, u might get a second chance, but that's if you're lucky, if you're not, you just missed it. Cruel but reality. Me, yes me, I'm still learning, in all aspects, and I'm not wanting to be perfect, but just perfect enough for those that matters to me.
Undeniably, we have hypocrites in life, they smile to you but they backstab you behind, or maybe they spoke to you in a manner that is not-so-polite just because they think they are so damn right. To me, I'll just ignore. I only care about those who matters to me and you can't hurt me in any ways if you're plain nothing, so, keep going on with all your behaviors, I don't even care, but maybe you should sit down and think of better ways to use your 'energy' and contribute or use it wisely? I don't know, it's your life anyway :) But, if your intention is to hurt me, or bring me down, or ruin my relationship with hubby, you can try, really, although I always put a smile on my face, and you might think I'm so easy to bully because I'm petite and sometimes I'm way too silent, try then, you will know you're wrong, wise person fight with words, not actions, and definitely not rude behaviors. And I'm not your ordinary girl-next-door that you can lay your hands on. Renee is not this fragile and weak especially when it comes to protecting herself :) You will need to earn my respect, earn it, not ask for it. But I guess I made a conclusion, some people they will never grow up, that's why they are always at the starting point and never move far.
That's about it for this post, have a nice day, and stay tuned for my next one :)
P/S: A getaway with my hubby this Saturday, we're spending the night outside, and we will have a great time for sure.
Today is pretty good, normally I would sleep in the office for an hour or two before 9am because I reach at 7am, but not today, because I drank chicken essence. Anyway, yesterday, 1st of June 2011 is second monthsary for me and hubby, there's no any special celebration but I'm still a happy girl, because he's with me, always and everyday. We sort of had a small argument last night but it's just a super small matter, we settled it calmly and efficiently *ahem* :D Btw, happy 2 monthsary again hubby, I wished you through the phone, through sms, through Facebook, through face to face, and now through my blog. Anything that happened last night, no worries about it, we are learning to be better for each other, couple argue sometimes, that's why being in a relationship is fun, but being in a relationship with you is perfect, because you always make the impossible possibles and you always make me feel very lucky. People envy us :) Anyway, as usual, my daily routine, work, wake him up, text each other all day and off from work then I'll meet him every night. I love our simple yet lovely life. I posted a picture on Facebook just now and somehow, I came up with this as the caption (I didn't copy it from anywhere, merely my thoughts) which I'm totally in love with and I dedicate this to the love:
I don't want you in my life, I need you in my life
I don't like you, I love you
I don't stay in the past, I live for our future
I don't want us to just be together, I want us to learn from each other
I don't hope for just happy times but miserable ones too as long as we are together
I don't want us to stay as long as we can, I want us to be forever
We're lovers, but also best friends
Thanks for everything, hubby ♥
True enough, life is never a U-turn, u missed it, u might get a second chance, but that's if you're lucky, if you're not, you just missed it. Cruel but reality. Me, yes me, I'm still learning, in all aspects, and I'm not wanting to be perfect, but just perfect enough for those that matters to me.
That's about it for this post, have a nice day, and stay tuned for my next one :)
P/S: A getaway with my hubby this Saturday, we're spending the night outside, and we will have a great time for sure.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Reminder
For the person who loves me dearly :)
24 hours, 1440 minutes and 86400 seconds, all in a day...
Human, all have equal time but all uses it differently. As a day passed and a new day begin, it reflects us on what we've done yesterday and we plan what are we gonna do in the future. As i grew up, I always remind myself that good things doesn't come in all the time, you don't just wait for it, instead, you gain it. Just like trust, it doesn't build in a day, it takes time to earn it. I remind myself everyday that I'm lucky and grateful for still breathing when others want to but have no chance. Sometimes I complain about my life and how it being a bitch at times, but to think of it again, life is never a straight road and a smooth journey, it's rocky and that's what makes life interesting rather than dull. I remind myself that I should appreciate people more because it is not a MUST for people to treat me nicely. I once take people for granted and think that I deserve the good treatment but I don't realize how grumpy I am sometimes and yet they bear with me. I remind myself that love and relationship doesn't fall from the sky, yes, I believe in fate but if there is fate yet you just let it slip away, it will never gonna work anyway. Just like me and hubby, if you readers read my post, you will know this love doesn't come easy, we let chances slipped before but we managed to catch it back. I remind myself that parents are never here forever because eventually they will leave, it's a nature. As much as I hate to think of this, yet, it is so true. And all we can do is to cherish them for as long as they live. I remind myself that trust is not meant to be misused. Simply because a person trust you completely, it doesn't mean you're given a green light to cheat and betray. I remind myself that I should live everyday to the fullest because I might just fall and die the next and never open my eyes to see the world again and how I would regret when I'm unable to tell the people who matters how important they are to me. I live to love, laugh, and cry and I thank those who loves me for who I am.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Because of you
I love you for making me a better person
I love you for being here all the times
I love you for accepting me, good and bad
I love you for bearing my tempers and madness
I love you for kissing me passionately
I love you for hugging me so tight so I wont fear
I love you for staring at me deeply
I love you for communicating endlessly
I love you for making me laugh like I'm lived to laugh
I love you for caring me more than you care for yourself
I love you for allowing me to take care of you
I love you for talking about future together with me and how we plan to live
I love you for holding my hands tightly and never want to let go
I love you for constantly telling me how you feel
I love you for the commitment you give in this relationship
I love you for loving people who are important to me
I love you for advising me from time to time
I love you for pampering me just like how i want it to be
I love you for understanding me so well
I love you for noticing how I feel even without me saying a word
I love you for making yourself completely mine
I love you for carrying me around your room
I love you for just lying down with me and talks about our relationship
I love how you always try to solve issues and not avoid
I love you for treating all your friend so nice and being concern over them
I love you for being silly with me
I love you for laughing when I laugh, and smile when I smile
I love you for being so considerate
I love you for telling me what is right and wrong
I love you for letting me accompany you when you do your work
I love you for loving me when I'm annoying
I love you for letting me be myself when I'm with you
I love you for still loving me even when I'm bare faced and yet still say that I look beautiful
I love you for telling mummy in law about us
I love you for making us involved in each others life
There's more reason why I love you but what matters the most is...
I love you for making me yours one and only
And to me, you're the one and only too ♥
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Sometimes I'm fragile too but I learn to be stronger
Picture at work - yesterday
Well well, life, my life? Pretty tiring, travel to and fro on weekdays to work, have to wake up early by 3 hours to drive and to get parking space or I'll end up paying RM25 per day, then have to travel for 2 hours back home. Sigh. Apart from this, work is fun :D People here are extremely nice, and I learn a lot from all of them. Even the CEO from London are nice too.
Back to my personal feelings. Something happened last night, and it triggers my emotions but everything is back to normal now. I dunno why but I think I'm too emotional sometimes and this is not good. I cried and he's hurt when he see me cries.
Thanks hubby for being so understanding. It's not your fault at all, but true enough, it's our problem and we solved it together :) Whatever I said to you last night and all this while, I mean it. You're my family and I hope things will never change between us. Truly appreciate you in life.
Have a nice day ahead readers, off to work again, ciaoz*
Saturday, May 7, 2011
More like a Saturday boredom
Its 11.16p.m and I'm at home blogging, feeling emotionally unstable due to the visit of period :( I always hate this time of month because it gives me mood swing. What's on my mind now is my hubby, it has always been him, I miss him badly and he's out with his bunch, he did ask me to join but I just want him to enjoy his friends company. Such an understanding wifey right? *proud face* :) Nah, just joking. He deserves a night out as a reward for his full concentration in class today, and yes, he concentrates hard enough partly because the lecturer is HOT *drools* I wonder how she looks like because hubby seldom praise someone. Having migraine and mood swing at the same time is a BIG no-no. I HATE THIS!
I have a good news to share *drumrolls*
I gained weight, I think, because 30 plus days with hubby and he gained 6kg, but due to sports and workouts, his weight reduces, but I think mine remains. Hubby's evil plan is to make me as fat as possible and he impressed me much because after 19 years of living with parents and no one, I repeat, no one can make me gain weight before, except for a kg or two and I really tries very hard to gain some weight but hubby in 30 plus days? Hmm, I wonder how he did that :) Impressive right? However, hubby is perfect to me, appearance wise and personality wise, he is just COMPLETELY PERFECT.
College life is dull, the last day of final on Friday brings Sem 4 to the end and I'm having a short break for 10 days only, then it's time for internship :( Feeling very stressful and restless. All I wanna do now is to have a trip, anywhere but a trip with the one I love, here, all things that I'm facing is too much. I NEED A BREAK! I've been complaining about my college life a lot because it is really frustrating. Endless assignments, then finals , then internship, then Sem 6, then graduation, and the degree. Ohmeegee -.- I don't even have time to work as freelance anymore, no time at all. And when I do, I feel tired, then when I'm super busy and occupied, I have tons of jobs offer. There goes all my income. Doomed.
Basically I have no idea what am I crapping above, I have nothing to do. I'm bored. Stupid migraine. Now I wish hubby pass his books to me so I can at least do some summarization of main points for him, since he sucks at it and I'm a pro :) I can easily summarize 15 pages of information into 3 pages. Hehehe. Told ya all I'm a pro! *clap clap* Enough of crapping already, most of u probably didn't even end up reading till here, I bet almost all stops halfway or at the first few sentence or even the first paragraph. Forgive me, I know I've been posting about my hubby a lot, bear with me, but I'm just too happy to have him and I'm sure u guys are happy for me too, so, I will post MORE *evil laugh* :) I love all my readers but I love my hubby the most-est! That's all for now. XOXO ♥
Friday, April 29, 2011
Leaving April behind and welcoming May
I blinked my eyes and April month is coming to the end already, one day more and I'm stepping into month of May :) April has been a great month for me, despite all dramas and miserable things that happened, it has been great after all. Too many things happened in this month but I'm feeling happy throughout this entire month, minus a few nights where I actually tear, not because of relationship, but some other issues and now, I'm getting used to it already. I learned that sometimes, some things they are not controllable. Let it flow itself and it might be better for everyone. Also, it's great to know that there's someone who actually loves me so deeply, is always here through ups and downs and accepts me completely for who I am.
I'm missing April because:
1st April is when me and hubby clicks together :)
I'm looking forward to May because:
Its my first month anniversary with hubby which falls on the 1st May, can't wait to wish him *giggles*
My internship begins.
A month closer to my birthday and I'm expecting pressie? Not really, just crapping :)
Awaiting to see what's for me on May, good or bad, bring it on.
Notice how the first reason for both months is with hubby in it? Yes, this is how much he mean to me.
Till then, the next post will be....SOON!
*counting down, 1 day more*
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
No doubts ♥
Living in a world with a huge number of population...
I've met you and decided to make friends with you
Bit by bit, I let you in my life
I want to know more about you, the good and the bad sides
At the same time, I let you in mine
From a complete stranger to the first HI, then the first SMS and calls came later on
I used my time to understands you more
And likewise you do the same too
We've used years to know each other
But we were never together
Yet the connection was so strong and the feeling is rather unique
Still, we play it cool, we maintain as friends
We care but we are not an item
We miss but I always keep it inside
We love yet we don't say it
At times where I'm afraid of u telling me it's only a friendship bond
And often enough I would cry when you talks about this and that girl
But pretended I was happy for you, yet silently I wish it's me that you love
Over the times, we confessed
But again, we were not an item
The feelings are impossible to deny
We would SMS day and night and sometimes call
And I feel you, is who I really wants to be with
We both waited and missed chances
Till the 1st of April 2011
We made it
We starts our journey as different status in each others lives
And then I fear of how things would change
Surprisingly, it didn't, and in fact, it got better each day
Hubby,
I gave you my heart and I know you will take good care of it
I let you hold my hands and I'm sure you will keep holding
I let you see my silly and ugly sides and I know you will love me more for that
I tells you every single thing because I want you to know me more than I do
I'm being completely honest to you because there's nothing I can withhold from telling you
I know how you feel for me, I feel it
And thanks for doing every single thing I listed above to me too
I LOVE YOUs will not express my feelings, it's for you to feel
Everyday with you is amazing
And I believe this story of us will keep going on
*counting down to 1st May 2011*
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Perfection
If anybody ask me what is perfection, I'll say: Look at my hubby and me :)
We made the impossibles possible
We understands each other perfectly
We love each other just the way we needed to be loved
We influences each others life, in a good way of course
We are clear of what we need and what we can give to each other
We are FULLY compatible, from interest to the way we thinks to the way we look at things, to the way we speaks, you name it, we have it
We know what is best for this relationship
We adore each other yet we gives sufficient freedom
We care but we do not have pressure at all
We behaves in a silly manner that no one sees except me and him
We reflect our inner self naturally and comfortably when we are around each other
We smiled and laughed even without saying a word
We are being completely honest and faithful
He's mine, and I'm his ♥
How to not love someone that is so compatible with you, loves u, adores u, do everything and anything for u YET u don't feel any pressure or depressing moments at all? How to not fall for someone who treats u as his princess and fulfills every tiny details that u look for in your dream guy? How to not be with someone who understands you from A-Z and make u the happiest girl alive? It's impossible, and I'm sure, this guy, is my Mr. Right :) Too early to say? We have faith.
We made the impossibles possible
We understands each other perfectly
We love each other just the way we needed to be loved
We influences each others life, in a good way of course
We are clear of what we need and what we can give to each other
We are FULLY compatible, from interest to the way we thinks to the way we look at things, to the way we speaks, you name it, we have it
We know what is best for this relationship
We adore each other yet we gives sufficient freedom
We care but we do not have pressure at all
We behaves in a silly manner that no one sees except me and him
We reflect our inner self naturally and comfortably when we are around each other
We smiled and laughed even without saying a word
We are being completely honest and faithful
He's mine, and I'm his ♥
How to not love someone that is so compatible with you, loves u, adores u, do everything and anything for u YET u don't feel any pressure or depressing moments at all? How to not fall for someone who treats u as his princess and fulfills every tiny details that u look for in your dream guy? How to not be with someone who understands you from A-Z and make u the happiest girl alive? It's impossible, and I'm sure, this guy, is my Mr. Right :) Too early to say? We have faith.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
True love is like me and u
This guy with the silly face is:
- My best friend
- My companion
- My boyfriend
- My hubby
- My PAST
- My PRESENT, and
- My FUTURE
A complete stranger who then turns out to be my friend, whom I never thought that I will blog about in my life, and now here I am, blogging about him, my special someone. Outsiders might think the happiness that we both have now is gained easily, but it is not. We been through more than what people thinks or sees. We almost broke off our friendship because of my jealousy. We did not just fall in love at this minute and got together the next. Our story is more than all these. I've been in many relationships before, but none of them gives such feelings that he gave.
He gives me security and leave me with no doubts and worries over him.
He never fail to put a smile on my face :)
He sacrifices and gives more than he should.
He made promises and he prove to me those are not empty ones.
He assure me that I'm the only one he wants for now and for upcoming years.
He is not afraid of showing me to those who are close to him, yet, he showed fully affections which was out of my expectation.
He made me feel that I don't have to be pretentious when I'm with him because he truly accepts and loves me for who I am.
He listens to me, to every complains and nags, to every silly and lame jokes I tell.
He never just walk away when we have problems, instead, he solve it there and then with me and he tried his very best to work things out.
He never once leave me feeling lonely or miserable because he's always there for me.
He tells everything and even there is white lies, he will tell the truth in less than an hour.
He understands me completely and prove that he's a guy of his words.
He said he isnt the most romantic person but he have no idea just how much he melted me.
He often teases me, yet, he hold my hands tightly.
And when he couldnt reach me, he called and sent loads of smses, and i remember him telling me how he's afraid it annoys me but he doesnt know this makes me fall deeper for him.
He is fully committed to me and our relationship.
Too many to list out here and some things are meant to be inside the heart.
People might wonder why HIM and why ME? :) And then people might think this relationship isnt going anywhere, but we will prove them wrong. Actions speak louder than words. People can create all sort of lies and stories to ruin our relationship too, it's okay, we know clearly what we stands in each other's heart, we know every tiny bits of this relationship, we are both aiming for the same thing and we are working hard for it.
Being with him is the best thing of all, this is my perfect relationship, no one is perfect, but to me, he already is :) I'm glad and grateful for having him in my life, for making me feel what love really is all about, for making me feels like a princess living in a fairytale minus the evil part, for making me the happiest girl and smile everyday i woke up and before i off to bed at night.
We are learning to be better for each other, we are growing stronger, we are falling in love deeper, we accepts the goods and flaws, the past and present, and we will definitely love each other more and more each day. This is amazing and blissful.
Thanks hubby for everything. I love u and only u, with all my heart ♥
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Are you an alpha male or metrosexual? Who makes a better boyfriend?
Do u wish that the guys u date would be more like your girlfriends? He would say the right thing at the right time, actually notice that you've had different, more stunning clothing and prepare a deliciously awesome meals just for the two of u? It sounds almost impossible but is dating a guy who's in touch with his feminine side would make u happy in the long run? Or would u get super tired of fighting with him for your share time in the bathroom? Men, they are completely different from women, and though their appeals may sometimes get on our nerves, these appeals make them seem more macho and stronger.
Here's the question to the females: Will a man's man make u happy or would u be better off with a guy who borrows your hair product? Which to opt for as boyfriend? An alpha male or metrosexual?
Here's the question to the males: Which categories are u under? What are your positive traits and flaws? What makes u so attractive or less attractive?
DATING AND RELATING
The Metrosexual
PROS: As he gets the whole issue of gender equality, u won't have to convince him that women should not be objectified. He'll do romantic stuff like organize a sunset dinner or wake u up with breakfast in bed. He'll also be happy to choose which updo complement best with your outfits. If you're feeling down, he'll notice it right away and offer offers that will make u melt, without having to be asked. He'll also be able to tell when there's a problem. He'll realise that communication is important for relationship and will even read self-help book to further improve your intimacy.
CONS: In an argument, he will throw in all annoying stuff when u wish he would keep it simple. While other guy you've dated might have a bad fight with u and then move on, u'll find yourself having to reassure him for the next few days or weeks that u still likes him. He's often being emo and too much on feminine sides. U may start to crave for someone who is less appearance-focused instead.
The Alpha
PROS: He won't be so fussy about what u cook for dinner. He loves to party and get adventurous on weekends or staying up all night. When you're with him, he'll make u feel secure, protected, desirable and totally feminine. Hanging out with alpha male may also teach u a lot about self-promote skills and this will benefits when u're out working. As they likes to be in control, he will take care of u - he will RSVP for dinner and etc, and u'll love feeling so protected.
CONS: The alpha male likes hanging out at pubs and might sometimes bore u into stuff like footballs or other cliched male topics. Worse, isn't as sensitive as the metrosexual, he'll never realise it even after hours. He might have trouble communicating or saying "I love u" and if few problem hits, he'll have no idea how to talk it through. When you're with him, you'll feel loved and idolised - he will lift u in his arms and kiss u and get snarly when guy looks at u. This is flattering but it will get u both into problems when its being done too much and often. He thinks u're not independent enough to handle stuff on your own. U might also find yourself competing with him to spare some quality time alone as he'll be too busy with his own activities. And when there is argument, he will go defensive and throw hurtful comments and accusations that doesn't help even a bit. Sometimes u have to stand on the ground and remind him u too have opinion and yours is just as valid as his.
IN THE BEDROOM
The Metrosexual
PROS: He will be sensitive and intense and won't make a big fuss of it if u're not in the mood - he'll be happy to cuddle up and have a meaningful conversation instead. When making love, he won't be in a tearing hurry but he knows how to get u in the mood and not just wanting to rush to his climax. He will be happy to set a romantic ambience and will be turned on by turning u on so he'll be sensitive to your needs.
CONS: You'll get fussy if he over-analyses things and may sometimes wishes he will just make everything simpler, and wilder.
The Alpha Male
PROS: He will make u feel all women and tell u how sexy u look. He;ll make your love making session passionate and will be able to laugh which means he take things not too seriously on the bed if embarrassing things happen.
CONS: He might not be a soft kisser as he tends to kiss wildly and also badly. He rush things during the session and though he is easily turned on, u might find yourself having to teach him how to improve further. Sometimes, you'll get frustrated how he doesn't like to cuddle up and when u prefer to cuddles, he thinks he is not pleasing u. When u tell him to be more gentle, he will take it personally and sulk, thinking you're being critical.
LOOKS AND GROOMING
The Metrosexual
PROS: This guy won't hold back on doing everything he can to make him look fantastic. He will work out, use moisturiser, and spend more money on clothes than u do. You'll never have to worry how embarrass he'll look because he will only present the best of himself. Which means when you're out together, you'll feel proud because he will always look groomed and hot! He may also able to refer u to the best hairdresser and won't complain when u spend your entire day looking for your clothes. When you stay over, you won't have to pick your skin care because he have it all. He also looks for high end quality product - Calvin Klein as his hot underwear.
CONS: Your guy may spend too much blowing his hair and his obsession with look starts to get on your nerves. U may have to fight with him for your time in front of the mirror because he will take too long grooming himself. When you both are out, u may find yourself competing with him to look gorgeous. He is too appearance conscious.
The Alpha Male
PROS: He will do whatever he can that make him look sexy. He will never run u late to an event because he is still fussy on which clothes to put on or how to style his hair. When it comes to clothes and grooming, he's not hung up. He'll be ready to leave for movie and will be totally cool if u couldn't be bothered to shower or prefer staying in your cargo pants instead of dressing up. He'll be happy spending a lil extra money buying you something lovely to wear or your girlfriends their drinks.
CONS: He might not always look at his best, unlike the metrosexual . If you're going out to some special occasion, u might have to nag him to put on something more proper. You might also have to nag him to wash his hair more often or shower. Over time, u might get tired of all these, feeling like you're more like his mother rather than GF, wishing he could act like his age and get himself together when it comes to personal hygiene and right dress code.
HOW TO READ THE SIGN?
THE METROSEXUAL:
-Perfect hair
-Expensive looking outfits
-Wear expensive and sexy underwear
-Well shaved
-Talks about what's on cinema
THE ALPHA MALE:
-Just got out of bed hair
-Faded and ripped jeans
-One day growth
-Lots of mates nearby
-Drinks just any beer
-Talks about sports a lot
So, which male are u? And which is the type of boyfriend you're looking for? Hope this helps both males and females to understand yourself or your other half better :)
P/S: I spent all my time doing survey and typed this! Not by copy and paste!
Here's the question to the females: Will a man's man make u happy or would u be better off with a guy who borrows your hair product? Which to opt for as boyfriend? An alpha male or metrosexual?
Here's the question to the males: Which categories are u under? What are your positive traits and flaws? What makes u so attractive or less attractive?
DATING AND RELATING
The Metrosexual
PROS: As he gets the whole issue of gender equality, u won't have to convince him that women should not be objectified. He'll do romantic stuff like organize a sunset dinner or wake u up with breakfast in bed. He'll also be happy to choose which updo complement best with your outfits. If you're feeling down, he'll notice it right away and offer offers that will make u melt, without having to be asked. He'll also be able to tell when there's a problem. He'll realise that communication is important for relationship and will even read self-help book to further improve your intimacy.
CONS: In an argument, he will throw in all annoying stuff when u wish he would keep it simple. While other guy you've dated might have a bad fight with u and then move on, u'll find yourself having to reassure him for the next few days or weeks that u still likes him. He's often being emo and too much on feminine sides. U may start to crave for someone who is less appearance-focused instead.
The Alpha
PROS: He won't be so fussy about what u cook for dinner. He loves to party and get adventurous on weekends or staying up all night. When you're with him, he'll make u feel secure, protected, desirable and totally feminine. Hanging out with alpha male may also teach u a lot about self-promote skills and this will benefits when u're out working. As they likes to be in control, he will take care of u - he will RSVP for dinner and etc, and u'll love feeling so protected.
CONS: The alpha male likes hanging out at pubs and might sometimes bore u into stuff like footballs or other cliched male topics. Worse, isn't as sensitive as the metrosexual, he'll never realise it even after hours. He might have trouble communicating or saying "I love u" and if few problem hits, he'll have no idea how to talk it through. When you're with him, you'll feel loved and idolised - he will lift u in his arms and kiss u and get snarly when guy looks at u. This is flattering but it will get u both into problems when its being done too much and often. He thinks u're not independent enough to handle stuff on your own. U might also find yourself competing with him to spare some quality time alone as he'll be too busy with his own activities. And when there is argument, he will go defensive and throw hurtful comments and accusations that doesn't help even a bit. Sometimes u have to stand on the ground and remind him u too have opinion and yours is just as valid as his.
IN THE BEDROOM
The Metrosexual
PROS: He will be sensitive and intense and won't make a big fuss of it if u're not in the mood - he'll be happy to cuddle up and have a meaningful conversation instead. When making love, he won't be in a tearing hurry but he knows how to get u in the mood and not just wanting to rush to his climax. He will be happy to set a romantic ambience and will be turned on by turning u on so he'll be sensitive to your needs.
CONS: You'll get fussy if he over-analyses things and may sometimes wishes he will just make everything simpler, and wilder.
The Alpha Male
PROS: He will make u feel all women and tell u how sexy u look. He;ll make your love making session passionate and will be able to laugh which means he take things not too seriously on the bed if embarrassing things happen.
CONS: He might not be a soft kisser as he tends to kiss wildly and also badly. He rush things during the session and though he is easily turned on, u might find yourself having to teach him how to improve further. Sometimes, you'll get frustrated how he doesn't like to cuddle up and when u prefer to cuddles, he thinks he is not pleasing u. When u tell him to be more gentle, he will take it personally and sulk, thinking you're being critical.
LOOKS AND GROOMING
The Metrosexual
PROS: This guy won't hold back on doing everything he can to make him look fantastic. He will work out, use moisturiser, and spend more money on clothes than u do. You'll never have to worry how embarrass he'll look because he will only present the best of himself. Which means when you're out together, you'll feel proud because he will always look groomed and hot! He may also able to refer u to the best hairdresser and won't complain when u spend your entire day looking for your clothes. When you stay over, you won't have to pick your skin care because he have it all. He also looks for high end quality product - Calvin Klein as his hot underwear.
CONS: Your guy may spend too much blowing his hair and his obsession with look starts to get on your nerves. U may have to fight with him for your time in front of the mirror because he will take too long grooming himself. When you both are out, u may find yourself competing with him to look gorgeous. He is too appearance conscious.
The Alpha Male
PROS: He will do whatever he can that make him look sexy. He will never run u late to an event because he is still fussy on which clothes to put on or how to style his hair. When it comes to clothes and grooming, he's not hung up. He'll be ready to leave for movie and will be totally cool if u couldn't be bothered to shower or prefer staying in your cargo pants instead of dressing up. He'll be happy spending a lil extra money buying you something lovely to wear or your girlfriends their drinks.
CONS: He might not always look at his best, unlike the metrosexual . If you're going out to some special occasion, u might have to nag him to put on something more proper. You might also have to nag him to wash his hair more often or shower. Over time, u might get tired of all these, feeling like you're more like his mother rather than GF, wishing he could act like his age and get himself together when it comes to personal hygiene and right dress code.
HOW TO READ THE SIGN?
THE METROSEXUAL:
-Perfect hair
-Expensive looking outfits
-Wear expensive and sexy underwear
-Well shaved
-Talks about what's on cinema
THE ALPHA MALE:
-Just got out of bed hair
-Faded and ripped jeans
-One day growth
-Lots of mates nearby
-Drinks just any beer
-Talks about sports a lot
So, which male are u? And which is the type of boyfriend you're looking for? Hope this helps both males and females to understand yourself or your other half better :)
P/S: I spent all my time doing survey and typed this! Not by copy and paste!
With love,
Renee A
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Not yet an ending, but a good beginning...
This year is gonna be a real busy one, with college, work, everything...
College
Will be learning how to run an event, write press releases, news letter, design, everything. And once Sem 4 ends, will be going for intern, then back to Sem 6 once intern ends :( OMG, coming to think of it, I don't think I have much time to rest..
Work
As usual, modeling and freelance, but hmmm, I thought of maybe quitting this field, maybe do something else, something I find more passion with I suppose? :) I need money to support myself, for everything..
Time
Despite how busy I am, I need to spare some time for myself, my family and also someone important :) Both of us will be very busy, he will be even busier than me, as usual, but yeah, time management...I promise u I will plan my time wisely k, I won't be so bad till ignore u for sure, u too yeah :) I think I need to care for my family more, there is a certain period where I'm extremely busy and always moody that I don't talk much and communicate with them, so I need to change, I want my family to hear my laughters always, they want me to be happy...
Stress & emotions
Learn to handle my emotion and stress. Life can be such a bitch sometimes but let it be bitchy for just a short moment, then make it sweet, because life is the greatest gift. Someone once said I'm always depress, partly of it are true, maybe cause I feel lonely, but I will learn, from every aspects...
Health
Needs lots and lots of improvement and handle with care...I can't let all those tiny matters influence my health condition anymore. All my friends and family said the same thing to me, which is I look very very pale and sick. Yes, I know, I will take good care from now on. Don't worry about me. Like my tagline always says: I'm strong :)
Love & relationship
It will be good, no matter how many times it fails, it will end up being good, I have confidence in it. But yeah, let it flow by itself.
Friendship
I screwed some of it, and I'm gonna fix it. I want my friends back, but of course, those who worth it.
Hurt
To those I hurt before, in whatever aspects, I'm deeply sorry.
Family
Daddy and mummy, I'm sorry if I've been rude to u all before, sometimes my temper is beyond my control, but I will learn to be more considerate next time, I hope u will be proud for having me as daughters, I love u both, deeply! For the past one month, I know I didn't accompany u both much, but I will now :)
I misses my grandma :( I wants to see her everyday, but she is in Klang. Once a week perhaps?
Too many things I have to learn, I'm already 19, I need to learn, I need to control my emotion and stop being depress, people worry about me, I shouldn't make them worry. So, in 2011, I will try my best to fix stuff. I will! :D
To my love: It's nice to have u :) Be good and I will always be by your side, this I promise...always remember our fairytales and what we talked about...
College
Will be learning how to run an event, write press releases, news letter, design, everything. And once Sem 4 ends, will be going for intern, then back to Sem 6 once intern ends :( OMG, coming to think of it, I don't think I have much time to rest..
Work
As usual, modeling and freelance, but hmmm, I thought of maybe quitting this field, maybe do something else, something I find more passion with I suppose? :) I need money to support myself, for everything..
Time
Despite how busy I am, I need to spare some time for myself, my family and also someone important :) Both of us will be very busy, he will be even busier than me, as usual, but yeah, time management...I promise u I will plan my time wisely k, I won't be so bad till ignore u for sure, u too yeah :) I think I need to care for my family more, there is a certain period where I'm extremely busy and always moody that I don't talk much and communicate with them, so I need to change, I want my family to hear my laughters always, they want me to be happy...
Stress & emotions
Learn to handle my emotion and stress. Life can be such a bitch sometimes but let it be bitchy for just a short moment, then make it sweet, because life is the greatest gift. Someone once said I'm always depress, partly of it are true, maybe cause I feel lonely, but I will learn, from every aspects...
Health
Needs lots and lots of improvement and handle with care...I can't let all those tiny matters influence my health condition anymore. All my friends and family said the same thing to me, which is I look very very pale and sick. Yes, I know, I will take good care from now on. Don't worry about me. Like my tagline always says: I'm strong :)
Love & relationship
It will be good, no matter how many times it fails, it will end up being good, I have confidence in it. But yeah, let it flow by itself.
Friendship
I screwed some of it, and I'm gonna fix it. I want my friends back, but of course, those who worth it.
Hurt
To those I hurt before, in whatever aspects, I'm deeply sorry.
Family
Daddy and mummy, I'm sorry if I've been rude to u all before, sometimes my temper is beyond my control, but I will learn to be more considerate next time, I hope u will be proud for having me as daughters, I love u both, deeply! For the past one month, I know I didn't accompany u both much, but I will now :)
I misses my grandma :( I wants to see her everyday, but she is in Klang. Once a week perhaps?
Too many things I have to learn, I'm already 19, I need to learn, I need to control my emotion and stop being depress, people worry about me, I shouldn't make them worry. So, in 2011, I will try my best to fix stuff. I will! :D
To my love: It's nice to have u :) Be good and I will always be by your side, this I promise...always remember our fairytales and what we talked about...
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
It's only a dream
So many friends around me broke up lately, either because of third party, or its their insufficient understanding and compatibility. Break up hurts but we will grow up from it. Never waste time on someone who's not worth it at all, never drop tears for someone who doesn't care, never care for someone who cares for him or herself more than u, never give your heart to someone who take it for granted, never have faith on someone who misuse it, because all of us deserve the best for ourself. Money can't buy love, money and goods is only a sign of affection, but giving your heart is a commitment.
I've experienced it before, of course it hurts a lot, but at the end of the day, u might learn something, u might even found out the truth, the truth that people have been telling u all this while but you're too blinded by love and sweet talks, and this is a precious lesson.
No matter how people hurt u, be strong, because being happy with life is the sweetest revenge, no point being upset about it if it's over, if that person cares, he or she will come back to u. Lies can be made perfectly sweet, we fall for sweet stuff, we are blinded by it, we refused to listen, we fight with our instincts to force ourself to trust that person, we find reason for them, we tried to figure out why the person we love so much would hurt us in such way...
I never fill myself with hatred, I only fills it with doubts, but I find it pointless to figure out the answer now, because we have to move on :)
I have so much more to express here, but I guess I don't have to now, it's enough said.
PAST is past tense
NOW is present tense
LATER is future tense
After few Mr or Ms Wrong, we will definitely find THE ONE, I still have faith in love, because someone shows me it does exist...
I've experienced it before, of course it hurts a lot, but at the end of the day, u might learn something, u might even found out the truth, the truth that people have been telling u all this while but you're too blinded by love and sweet talks, and this is a precious lesson.
No matter how people hurt u, be strong, because being happy with life is the sweetest revenge, no point being upset about it if it's over, if that person cares, he or she will come back to u. Lies can be made perfectly sweet, we fall for sweet stuff, we are blinded by it, we refused to listen, we fight with our instincts to force ourself to trust that person, we find reason for them, we tried to figure out why the person we love so much would hurt us in such way...
I never fill myself with hatred, I only fills it with doubts, but I find it pointless to figure out the answer now, because we have to move on :)
I have so much more to express here, but I guess I don't have to now, it's enough said.
PAST is past tense
NOW is present tense
LATER is future tense
After few Mr or Ms Wrong, we will definitely find THE ONE, I still have faith in love, because someone shows me it does exist...
With love,
Renee A
Monday, December 27, 2010
An embrace to remember
A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Love needs no promises, for the special moment itself is an everlasting memories
Love needs no promises, for every captured moment is kept in the heart
Fairytale isn't realistic, but doesn't mean it doesn't exist, people say love isn't forever, but it lasts as long as two souls are in love...
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